I’m Over It
Apr. 14 – Yesterday was a struggle and constantly staying positive is getting to me. I was very productive in the morning, I did my routine, I read, I meditated, I worked and blogged and after lunch all motivation in me drained. I couldn’t focus, I wanted to get out of the house and I just couldn’t find something to do that would make me happy.
And I feel like a brat to complain because I know I’m a better situation than most, but yesterday was just a struggle. It felt like I had all this pent up energy that I couldn’t use, but at the same time, it was just draining me.
I usually love playing in the kitchen, and I made desserts for the house, but even this didn’t bring me joy. I think trying to be happy and making the best of every situation just isn’t realistic and I needed a breather…. Today is okay… But I feel like I just want to hide out in my room. I’m only 2 days away from the end of the original lockdown, I’m kind of disappointed I couldn’t maintain this unrealistic perkiness until then.
Sans Sandee 